Sometimes I feel like the most happy, energetic, loving person in the whole entire world but sometimes I hate everything and I just wish I could die. Then, when I'm back to the happy stage I feel like such an idiot for wishing I could die. And when I'm back to the wish I could die stage I wonder how I was ever happy. I don't understand,what is this?
This could be a multitude of things. This could be anything from stress, too much or not enough sleep, too much or not enough food, too much or not enough exercise, a symptom of depression, menstruation side effects, etc. Try to just monitor all of these things and see if changing up one or the other effects your mood one way or another. In the meantime, try not to judge yourself for feeling whatever you’re feeling, since feelings aren’t a choice, only your reaction to them.
I had this same problem for months and I finally spoke to a therapist about it and bipolar runs in my family so she put me under the category and so I recently started a mood stablizer so I’m hoping that will help! Just my own input!
I am the happiest Delta Rho :) 💜💛🌹
Literally so unhappy again.
This is probably my longest streak of happiness lately but the bits of sadness that hits throughout the day are beyond draining.
I was at the zoo the other day and there was this fucking goose trying to act likE A FUCKING FLAMINGO
this made my day its so adorable
I’ve learned that it’s okay to seek help and open up after sexual assault.
I learned that beautiful people can have terrible insides.
I learned that you should never lead on someone that likes you just because you’re lonely.
I learned that a person can destroy you multiple times until you’re so broken you don’t know who you are anymore.
I also learned that sometimes a complete chance can be the one to slowly help you pick up your broken pieces.
I learned what it was like to find love in a home and then have to leave it.
I learned what it was like to love your coworkers.
I learned who my life long friends truly were.
I learned that sometimes to get rid of the bad memories in your life, you need to remove a person completely.
I learned to try and trust again.
I also learned to take a risk and try to be more open at my new school.
I learned that life isn’t simple and the best of friends can leave you.
I learned unexpected beautiful things can happen.
I’m still learning how to become a stronger version of myself.
On a scale from 1 to Samsung how much do you hate Apple?